Gateway to a true self
The gateway to my true self opened up when I was around 19 years old, after countless trials and errors in trying to find my way to thrive in this crazy world. As a highly sensitive/empathic child, I could see the unspoken rules and expectations of society. I had a really hard time living and adapting to a world that seemed so against my nature.
Making choices and decisions was particularly difficult in my childhood and young adulthood. I used to criticize myself for being indecisive. I didn’t know why it was so hard to make decisions at the time, but the truth behind my indecisiveness was my deep awareness. I was aware that I was too aware for a child. Being exposed to a multitude of different answers coming from my own consciousness, coupled with the expectations from the outside world, made things even more confusing.
Do I choose the answer that comes from the mind, or from the heart? Do I please myself, or others? Do I value my personal ideology, or the societal one? It was a constant war between the information from my mind and my inherent knowledge. It was exhausting, and the sense of inner peace seemed inaccessible.
Then, a new gateway suddenly appeared in my life. I discovered a method to transport my consciousness to a different dimension, looking down on my local self. I was able to observe myself from somewhere high above, seeing both my mind-led and heart-led versions at the same time, without judgment or expectations. There was a subtle yet clear difference in resonance. I always found myself preferring one version of myself over the other, so I started letting that version make decisions every time I needed to choose. I made many life-changing decisions using this method, and it has never let me down to this day.
This is not to say that the heart-led version of myself is better, or that the mind-led version is bad or wrong. It’s simply about the resonance between the higher self and the local self, which seem to follow the law of something bigger than human rules.
What I would love to share with the world is that we truly have infinite possibilities when we access our authentic power, which is guided by something bigger than our minds. The day I decided to step out of the matrix and consciously choose the truest version of myself—rather than following the default setting—a gateway opened up, and it changed my life for good.
Whether you find this story too "woo-woo" or not, your authentic self is yearning to speak, to express, and to awaken. Are you ready to open the magical gateway to your true self?
