Gateway to a true self
Gateway to my true self opened up when I was around 19 years old after plentiful of trials and errors trying to find the way to thrive in this crazy world. Being a highly sensitive/empathic child who could see the unspoken rules and expectations in the society, I had a real hard time living and adapting to the world that seemed so against my nature. Making choices and decisions was particularly difficult in my childhood and young adulthood, I used to criticise myself for being super indecisive. I didn’t know why it was so difficult to make decisions at the time, but the truth behind my indecisiveness was my deep awareness. I was aware that I was too aware for a child, being exposed to multitude of different answers coming from my own consciousness added to the expectations from the outside world. Do I choose the answer that comes from the mind? or the heart? Do I please myself? or others? Do I value my personal ideology? or societal ideology? It was constant war between the informations against inherent knowledge, it was exhausting and the sense of inner-peace seemed inaccessible.
When a new gateway suddenly appeared in my life, I discovered the method to transport my consiousness to a different dimension looking down on my local self. I was able to observe myself from somewhere high above looking at my mind-led version and heart-led version at the same time, without any judgement or expectations. There was a subtle yet clear difference in resonance, and I always liked one version of myself better than the other so I started to let that version to make decisions every time I needed to do so. I made so many life changing decisions using this method and it never let me down to this day.
This is not to say the heart-led version of myself is better, or the mind-led version is bad or wrong, it is simply the resonance between the higher self and local self, which seem to follow the law of something bigger than the human rules. What I would love to share with the world is that we truly have infinite possibilities when we access our authentic power that is guided by something bigger than our minds. The day I decided to step out of the matrix and to consciously choose the truest version of myself instead of following the default setting, a gateway opened up and changed my life for good. Whether you’ll find this story is too woo woo or not, your authentic self is yearning to speak, yearning to express, yearning to be awaken. Are you ready to open the magical gateway to a true self?
